P90X, second week is a struggle

I want to quit already...



Yes... It feels like that. It's one of those days that somehow you just don't know if it's ever gonna work.. I defeatist concept I know.. but heck I'm human...

Well anyway I started my second week of P90X yesterday doing my back and shoulders/ab ripper X (the exercise that gave me sore-y muscles...) and I did all right... My target was to finish 10 push ups (with stands) and for the first few parts I did well.. Then my muscles started to wean out.. As the succeeding push up maneuvers ensue my reps became less 7. 6 . 5.... 0.. Yeah, I came to a point when I couldn't even do 1.. As of now I'm not doing the pull ups... instead I used exercise bands/tubes which was pretty good to start with knowing I can only do one pull ups... mind you I don't have any space too to mount the bar so that'll have to wait... the ab ripper was a whipper.. oh I was a mess already when I started doing it...

tonight is friday and although I just don't feel like it I will just do it.. I'm convincing myself that it's only going to get better once I start seeing some results.. Everyday is a step closer to my goal... that gorgeous body, ripped and toned abs that everbody covets....

Plyometrics X... Just do your best... and forget the rest!